-sad face- I felt it necessary to make a journal really fast, just because I'm really sad that I will no longer have a subscription, so no moar pretty CSS. I just found a good one, too. -scowl- Oh well! My head really hurts because I just came back from a back to school dance. Aeoimeoimroeiaoijwqwertyfail. -sigh- I'm really tired, but I've realized that I'm not in a relationship for a reason. It doesn't matter, much, though.

No point in whining in my last css journal for probably a long tiem. Heck, it's even stormy out! I feel like a character in some crappy cliché story, where my mood matches the weather. Oh well, I suppose. I love how I said that I wasn't going to spend my last journal complaining, but I seem to have done so already. I think what I'm going to miss most about my subscription is the lack of ads, the stamps, and the css. Everything else I can live without, it's just... ugh, going without those is going to be a pain in the butt, at least until I get enough money around to actually be able to afford a subscription without feeling terribly guilty.

I'm incredibly tired, so I'm headed to bed like, now. -yawn-

I dunno about you, but I'm definitely loving it. (ba da ba ba baaaaa) I do know, however, that I'm hungry. I should go and get something to eat, but there's not really anything in the house that I want to eat. Maybe I'm just whining, maybe I'm just wasting space. Does it matter? Probably. Do I care? No. You know what? I'm going to take a quick break and figure out what I'm eating. -nod-

15 minutes later

My god. I just finished my sammich, and it was delicious (chicken fingers with Parmesan cheese, lemon, garlic, bacon, and ranch). Anyway, yeah. I realized while I was eating that this journal has mostly been a home for infrequent ramblings, a couple of emo bits, blah blah blah.

Anyway. Now that I've forgotten where I was going with that, I'm going to go on to something completely different. Like the fact that my summer is ending in 6 days. I'm so ridiculously sad to see that my senior year of high school is on its way. I'm pretending it's not happening, but there's so much crap I have to do (like senior pictures... -shifty eyes-) that I can't really afford to pretend. It's... scaring the poop out of me, to be honest, but at the same time, my senior year has already caused me plenty of inconvenience. Well, mostly my school. (backstory time go? yes, backstory time go.) My intent was to take French 3&4 (required to get into a university without being deficient), AP English (another year of English is required to graduate at my high school), and a musical theater class. What I found out, however was that those three classes are only offered one period--the same one. So, I found out that 1) I have to take English out at the College. 2) I can't take my musical theater class (I've taken it before and it's friggin amazing). 3) That my school is stupid.

Sigh.

Well, now that that's out of my system, I'm done.

tl;dr.